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2014

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mahalni-hxrshxy:

mahalni-hxrshxy:

I had my biggest heartache.
I fell hard for someone who dropped me when the gas prices changed.
I visited my family back home.
I turned 18 this year.
I became stronger.
Experienced more drugs and alcohol.
Had my downfalls with people.
I’ve lost friendships and gained new ones.
I learned to ‘let go and let God ’
My holidays were great.
I’ve been grinding at work and at school –with grades looking better than any years in high school.
I forgave the ones who deserves it and forget the ones who don’t.
2014 has thought me so much and I can’t wait to start 2015–
Graduate high school ,
Go off to college.
Meet new people & grow more as a better person.

Change of plans.

2015 —
I’m falling in love with my future Marine.
I turn 19 in 10 days.
I stopped smoking because I’m a future Soldier.
I leave for the US Army Basic Training in 29 days.
I graduated High School with “Highest Honors”.
I got accepted to all of the college/universities I’ve applied for.
But I am not in college because of financial reasons.
Although ,I will be doing some college classes online while I’m in the military.
I continue to have the friends I had last year.
Work has been a pain in the ass.
I will be in Basic during Thanksgiving and I will be home for Christmas.
My boyfriend of 9mos is at boot camp and will be coming home 18 days after I leave.
That’s the downside.
But all in all.
I’m blessed for all of the things God has given me including his presence in my life.

2016—
I will be 20 years young in 22 days.
I am currently stationed in Kansas.
Yes,I know … it sucks.
But I make the best of it.
I’m dating my best friend from AIT.
There was a lack of effort with my past relationship that couldn’t be fixed.
I miss my family and friends back home.
I doubt I’ll be going home at all before this year ends.
I’m most likely spending Christmas in California where I’m welcomed and loved.
(That’s how I feel anyways)
I lost in touch with most people back home.
Mainly because I’m busy and they are as well.
I plan to start online courses soon.
I plan to get promoted soon as well.
I live by myself, with no roommates.
I’ve met some pretty cool people here.
I’ve made a family in AIT and I dearly miss them.
Some days I’m lonelier than normal.
Also, I think I’ve grown to have an anxiety while I’m in the military.
I don’t want to further get it checked out cause I’ll be fine. Just fine.
I truly feel bless to have gone this far.
Oh and there maybe a deployment soon(;
Or pregnancy lmfao

xo

2017— Reading this thread made me realize how so much has changed. I’m married to the love of my life— Chuck. My best friend and husband all in one. We’ve been together for about 2 years now and we just recently had our one year wedding anniversary. We also just had a handsome little boy name Liam Charles. I have a career and an amazing family including two dogs— Koto & Sophie. It’s the beginning of 2018 — We’re moving to Hawaii February 2019. I’m going to work on getting my “promotable status” this year. Also, I will continue to work on my relationship with the Man above. Because only he knows how much he’s done for me and my family. XO (PS: I guess I called the pregnancy in 2016 lol)

RANT: If I ever come home, your ass is grass. I swear I’m really not acting like my age but I’ve had enough with your little whore mouth. No, I don’t want to fight you because of him. I want to fight you so I could shut your ass up because ive had enough. I’m all the way in Kansas and you’re running your mouth because you know I can’t just come and beat your ass. Because I have a career in line but just wait bitch. I DONT WANT HIM. IVE ALREADY HAD HIM. THOUGHT HIM EVERYHING HE KNOWS. So you’re fucking welcome btw. But he and I were good friends before the relationship but you’re too fuckin insecure to see that. I hope you find some type of peace in your low life. Rant over.

I met you in the midst of all the stress that I’ve had while I was in school for 14 weeks.
While I go through a long distance relationship with someone I settled for.
When your phone vibrated on the first day of class and got everyone in trouble.
I swear I didn’t like you lol
When you’d ask for my notes because you’d be in another world.
I swear you got on my damn nerves.
I would tell him about you;
talk to my roommate about you for hours.
We were and still are inseparable.
Yet,he never noticed me falling for someone else right in front of him.
He was too busy with his friends so I took it upon myself and not worry about him.
Which led to our friendship growing stronger.
During the nights that me and him would fight and argue.
I would cry myself to sleep and have had to wake up at 4am just for PT.
And you’d come up to me and asked if I was okay and you wouldn’t let me go until we talked about it or if I was still unhappy.
You made time for me unlike my boyfriend of one year and 3 months.
You cared so much for me.
You were the one that stuck by me even when I became too much to handle.
You made me fall for you when I told myself I wouldn’t.
You were there for me when I thought I had nobody.
You became such a big impact on my life.
And til this day, I will continue to make you happy because you deserve the world.
Our story may never be understandable by others looking in.
Yet, those who were with us during school will always see the love that we shared. Even our instructors knew before we ever did.

2014

mahalni-hxrshxy:

mahalni-hxrshxy:

I had my biggest heartache.
I fell hard for someone who dropped me when the gas prices changed.
I visited my family back home.
I turned 18 this year.
I became stronger.
Experienced more drugs and alcohol.
Had my downfalls with people.
I’ve lost friendships and gained new ones.
I learned to ‘let go and let God ’
My holidays were great.
I’ve been grinding at work and at school –with grades looking better than any years in high school.
I forgave the ones who deserves it and forget the ones who don’t.
2014 has thought me so much and I can’t wait to start 2015–
Graduate high school ,
Go off to college.
Meet new people & grow more as a better person.

Change of plans.

2015 —
I’m falling in love with my future Marine.
I turn 19 in 10 days.
I stopped smoking because I’m a future Soldier.
I leave for the US Army Basic Training in 29 days.
I graduated High School with “Highest Honors”.
I got accepted to all of the college/universities I’ve applied for.
But I am not in college because of financial reasons.
Although ,I will be doing some college classes online while I’m in the military.
I continue to have the friends I had last year.
Work has been a pain in the ass.
I will be in Basic during Thanksgiving and I will be home for Christmas.
My boyfriend of 9mos is at boot camp and will be coming home 18 days after I leave.
That’s the downside.
But all in all.
I’m blessed for all of the things God has given me including his presence in my life.

2016—
I will be 20 years young in 22 days.
I am currently stationed in Kansas.
Yes,I know … it sucks.
But I make the best of it.
I’m dating my best friend from AIT.
There was a lack of effort with my past relationship that couldn’t be fixed.
I miss my family and friends back home.
I doubt I’ll be going home at all before this year ends.
I’m most likely spending Christmas in California where I’m welcomed and loved.
(That’s how I feel anyways)
I lost in touch with most people back home.
Mainly because I’m busy and they are as well.
I plan to start online courses soon.
I plan to get promoted soon as well.
I live by myself, with no roommates.
I’ve met some pretty cool people here.
I’ve made a family in AIT and I dearly miss them.
Some days I’m lonelier than normal.
Also, I think I’ve grown to have an anxiety while I’m in the military.
I don’t want to further get it checked out cause I’ll be fine. Just fine.
I truly feel bless to have gone this far.
Oh and there maybe a deployment soon(;
Or pregnancy lmfao

xo

I’m stressed the fvck out.
I can no longer talk to anyone because somehow it’s flipped on my behalf.
No one can ever understand how I feel or felt.
But everyone has their own opinions on it.
You all have only seen what I’ve posted.
Never have I bashed him nor tell the world how much hurt I was in. Yet it’s my fault right?

Ok.